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| Funny that. |
| 06.27.06 (3:10 pm) [edit] |
Seems I only write when there is something to work through. Perhaps writing is theraputic for me.. as opposed to a creative outlet. Hmm. I'm feeling restless lately and I find myself wondering if it's possible to feel content in one's youth. I wonder what's behind this occassional restlessness. Perhaps it is an alert mind reconciling with an aging body (or not reconciling, rather). Perhaps. I'm getting married. That's good. His mother is a lot like mine. That's bad. That's very bad. Controlling micro-managers breed same. It takes a lot of kicking to get that nut to at least appear like it's far from the tree and after all, I wonder if it's in vain. I can tell I've made progress compared to my mother, who remains oblivious to it, though I've not come as far as I'd like. Perhaps it's a generational abatement kind of thing. *shrug* I've still got a few hangers on checking in here and also at my site. I find it amusing that they'd care what I'm up to. Never fear, I'm still causing trouble, but lately it's been elsewhere and I manage to maintain some semblance of logic in my back and forths. I have a profile posted on a 'meet me' kind of website and every once in a while, someone comes along, just begging for a fight. Apparently, some people feel insecure when they read my profile and realize I find half clad, pot smoking, inarticulate attention junkies less than interesting. It's the really insecure ones that come running the fastest. I figured I'd save everyone some time by stating clearly my likes and dislikes, though it seems to have had a different effect. Some of them trip over their own profiles trying to defend themselves. The entertainment value is priceless. Yes, I know I sound condescending and superior. The difference is that I am not trying to engage anyone in conversation. My profile just seems to reel in people who have something to prove. Should I be a mealy-mouthed sheep, demure and obedient, conforming to whatever someone wants me to be? Not going to happen. My fiance and I have a good laugh about some of them, in fact, once in a while, we'll log in and craft the occassional response together. My favorite one to date was the 'MBM' who was looking for a playmate, despite having a wife whom he had no intention of leaving. The latest is a 27 year old law student who is posing with his shirt off, trying to look like the next Brad Pitt, while proclaiming in his profile that he's looking for 'intelligent hotties' and that there is a 'real lack of real people' in the world. I figured a law student would counter fairly well, but I suspect he may have been a 17 year old, looking to chat up women. Oh well. Entertaining to say the least. I'm heading to the main tower here at the University of Texas at Austin. I get to wade through a budget proposal worth more money than I'll see in a decade. Then it's back home for a swim with Devon and the girls and a late night ice cream run, if we're feeling naughty. Cheers.
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